I have chronic pain. I get relief with higher legal limits of opoids. Are there any Dr.s who treat this way?

It's getting pretty tough to find a doctor who will prescribe narcotics for long-term pain management. I've tried all the "other" pain reducing options (dorsal implant, morphine pump, steroid blocks, mage therapy, pool work, ...) that are clified non-opoid. The implants nearly killed me, I've fallen twice and broken bones doing therapy, and I'm getting tired of being called an addict when I show up at an emergency room for treatment. Why are all the doctors afraid to practice their work with legal doses of narcotics? Finding a doctor who will prescribe the amount of medication I need is next to impossible. I was just turned away from a "Pain Clinic" as not treatable. Why? Because the only treatment that works for me is a high level of narcotics in my body. And today's healers are under scrutiny by the DEA. They can revoke a medical license for over prescribing. Who's helping the patient - Me? Why make medications if they can't be used?